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July 01 JULY!It's July!
*Sighs* I watched 8 hours of drama yesterday >< What a mental strain it has on my brain LOL! Yes, I was that bored. I'm running out of ribbons for my scrapbook. How sad. And they are so expensive too ><"
The other day, I went to the gym with my parents because I was bored, and my mum's friend thought it was some 14 year old kid. It hurt my ego, badly. *Goes to a dark corner and cries* And OMO, going grocery shopping with my parents was like an ordeal. Normal people go into ONE grocery store to get everything they need right? My parents go into ten thousand grocery stores to get their things when they could have got it in a single grocery store. In the end I couldn't take it anymore, and told my mum this. All she did was laugh >< I stood there waiting, because all I wanted was to go home because I was tired already. Then finally, finally Mum promised it was the last store, so I stood outside waiting for her. Then Mum came out of the store, and my Dad went in and my face went O.o" Then Mum saw my expression and started laughing at me ><" *Sighs* It was torture. Maybe I'm too young to understand it ><
OMO! I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt that somebody stole my TVXQ Mirotic poster from my wall and won't give it back >.< I was so glad when I woke up and found it intact LOL. I know, talk about obsession...
Jaejoong says: That was a beautiful blog entry Viro *Claps* Beautiful. HAHAHA, I'm so lame >< That photo is for you Grandma-Timmy. Please don't drool on your keyboard, hehehe.
TO THE TOKYO DOME! GO! GO! GO! June 28 ねえ 大切なことは壊れやすいから...Doesn't it seem that the most important things are the most fragile? That you never realise what you have until its too late... People say you should live life as it is... To seize the moment, as they say... But...what if you forget to appreciate those around you? And when they are gone... Wouldn't it hurt more? I don't know what I am trying to say anymore. I've been working on my scrapbook in the past few days. <3 It's fun I suppose. I miss MythBusters...too bad it's on a break now. I miss seeing them blow things up *Sighs* Oh...I'm listening to Junsu sing 'Rainy day' at the moment. His voice is oh so beautiful...and so full of emotions... If I ever get a chance to see him or Jae or any of the TVXQ boys sing live...I bet I'll start crying on the spot. June 26 ...I suppose that all of you may have already heard about Michael Jackson's death. Did it shock you as much as it shocked me? Were you saddened by it? Did it hurt you as much as it hurt me? Did you cry for him? Or you didn't care? I don't know which emotions is more prevalent inside me right now: anger or sadness. Anger because M.J hasn't been given the respect he deserved for the past few years. Sad, because he was truly the King of Pop, Rock and Soul, and people have forgotten how talented, amazing and what a wonderful musician he is...was...
I woke up to this news, heard my Dad talking about it...I thought it was just a bad nightmare, that I would wake up...but I was already awake. I didn't want to believe it. I hopped onto the net, and the first thing I saw on the Ninemsn newspage was M.J. I read the article...reporters were just speculating...nothing has been confirmed. I didn't want to believe it. So I plugged in my earphones, and tried to drown out the world.
Received a text message from Ching, telling me what I didn't want to know, but already know. Received another message from KGB, who admired him as much as I did...I know, my two best friends are like my own personal news reporters. Why need the television when you can have them instead?
So I called KGB and we watched channel nine news together, because channel seven were being insensitive ass-holes...both of us not wanting to believe it...and yet, I think we both knew, on the inside...that he had already moved on...and yet we clung to this small string of hope, that perhaps, everybody got it wrong...that perhaps it wasn't true...that perhaps he was still breathing...
We waited. And waited... I thought that maybe if I didn't believe it, then it wouldn't be true. Maybe I was being selfish...only wanting to protect myself from being hurt...because the truth hurts.
After about an hour and a half of of the news coverage, they held a press conference. When one of MJ's brother, Jermaine walked out...a small voice inside my heart was saying, 'please, please don't let it be true. Say that he is still alive. Please.' But even before he spoke, a part of me already knew...and Jermaine confirmed it at the press conference...and it hit me, right in the face...that he was really, truly gone from this world. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. It wasn't fair! He had a concert he was supposed to do next month! It was too sudden. Too soon. No one was prepared for it. I wasn't prepared for it!
And you know what really pisses me off? It is people who only see M.J. as the 'wacko,' the 'guy with the bleached skin and plastic surgery,' the guy who supposedly 'molested' some kiddies. How many of those things are true? Because if you don't know for sure, don't freaken make stupid assumptions about it from what you hear from the media! Because it is insensitive, and you're shallow for speaking about him that way or even thinking about him in such a light! Because it hurts not only him, but also those who admired and adored him. Then what about his music? Have you tried listening to his songs? Do you realise the genius behind all those masterpieces? I'm not saying that he is perfect. I'm not saying that everything he did was right...that he was never wrong...
But what I don't want is for him to be remembered in a negative light. I want him to be remembered as a great artist...I want him to be remembered as the King of Rock, Pop and Soul...I want his music to live on forever and ever...
I don't know anymore. I'm tired.
God bless you M.J.
I know you're up there in heaven,
smiling down at us.
I only wish...that you didn't have to
leave this world so soon.
June 25 BoredBored =/ Guess what book I am reading currently? It's called 'Tomorrow when the War Began' by John Marsden. It's an Australian book, and it's action-packed and interesting. I just started...and I think I like the book =] *Sighs* I'm waiting for the ink to arrive so I can get a move on with my scrapbook, but it hasn't arrive yet! How sad =[
Yesterday, KGB, Sylvia and I ate ramen at Rjisen Ramen! It was DELICIOUS! <3 Well, the one I ordered was delicious! Then we had waffles and ice cream. That was yummy too, but we couldn't finish it =/ Then we went shopping O.o And KGB did the unthinkable, and bought TVXQ's Mirotic album! LOL! I know you're reading this KGB, and I bet you're smiling like an idiot now. HAHAHA!
And everyone is telling me how great Transformers 2 is! Bloody oath. Now I want to watch it. My brother kept going on and on about Megan Fox *Laughs* Don't blame him though.
Bored. Omg. I remember watching this drama (Angela Chang, my idol was in it) with my Mum in the summer holidays, 6 months ago, and the first episode was like totally emotional. And I wanted to cry, but since my Mum was there I couldn't, so I held it in, but my eyes were all watery. Then I turned to look at my Mum, and she had tears streaming down her face. She looked at me back, and we burst out crying and laughing at the same time. And it was only the first episode man. LOL. Ahh good memories *Laughs* Then we never touched that drama again, because it was sad LOL.
I had many dreams in one dream last night, if that make sense. It was kind of scary. All I remember was this haunted place O.o
Now, if you would excuse me, my dear silent readers, I'm going to try and entertain myself now.
To the Dome! To the Dome!
June 22 Holidays!I'm bored, and it's only the start of the holidays. lol. But yesterday was rather fun I suppose. After we had dinner at Savanas', KGB, Ching, Darwin and I decided to catch a movie, and it happened to be 'Year One.' That was one of the most random movies I've ever watched in my life. The movie was okay, but it isn't something that would stick to you if you get what I mean. It's one of those light movies you watch, have a good laugh and forget about a week later. But surprising, with all the randomness and some LOL-scenes, there was some meaning pasted behind it.
Have I mentioned the food? The dinner was nice, though we all agreed that dessert at one of the random cafes was bleh >.> My ice cream tasted...sticky and weird O.o After the movies we drove to Darwin's house, and the way there was kind of creepy. Like a scene from a horror movie with all the fog and etc. I keep imagining that a ghost kid will pop up at the window and scare the living daylights out of me. Haha. Too much horror movies I suppose.
Anyways, I was reading 'My Sister's Keeper' this morning when I woke up, and that book is just so amazing. I don't normally read these kind of things, about real life situations because I tend to like drifting off to La-La Land with magical creatures, but this book captivated me and I can't put it down. I'm almost finished though...I love all the characters, and they are just so human with so many faults and flaws, and not some Mary Jane. The emotions in this book are so raw and real...and it feels as though you are right there with them. Another thing that is different is that this is written in present tense, which gave it an immediacy feel. Something different. I like it. ^.^
My scrapbook is coming along nicely ^.^ Yahoo! I just want to hug it Hahaha.
Anyways, I'll blog again soon. Enjoy your holidays too silent readers!
Only 11 days till the Tokyo Dome! Gahh!~ I'm so happy for them~!
I wish I could be there too. Oh wells...
Fighto!
Song of the Day: Stand by U by Tohoshinki
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